Rose

i saw a rose from a mile away i was speechless cause it was glowing from the moment i saw it i knew i'd to have it so i moved forward to grab it Ah, she was an angel she was a bliss i knew she was the one who could light up my abyss from the moment i started talking to her late night, early morning the one thing that occupied my brain was her smile, her style she had a different vibe she lit up my fucked up life i used to wonder where she had been all my life she opened her heart and invited me in i got elevated to the seventh heaven and thought it was my best decision ( thought) i walked a mile, getting to the rose i took my time but when i got close i realized it had throne which made me not wanna squeez tight she opened her heart but i wasn't the only one there anixety and depression got to her first the demons inside her head where quenching their thirst she showed me her scars that she hid all this time i got scared, it fucked up my mind couldn't think straight i got away we finally met but i didnt have shit to say and thought i had no reason to stay wish i could go back in time slap myself and make him say that past didn't matter we all make mistakes and make sure i never walked away i wanted the rose but not the thrones so i reached out and grabbed it twisted it and snaped it as i held it in my hands i realized it was better back when it was still on the steam looked at it petals were falling, it's beauty was gone so i slamed it on the ground and kept walking i don't know where you are and how you doing i hope you living cherry and you enjoying i'm sorry that i was a sissy and hope your man's keep you brezzy, treating you like a trophy i aint writing this for an apology but it's a letter to let you know that i'll be here if you ever need me it's okay i forgive you for everything and i'm sorry but i couldn't raise another man's child that was growing in your belly and you didn't say it to me but it's all merry cause i care about you diddy.